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| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 21/08/2003 |
| Date of Death | 21/08/2003 |
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I'M REALLY SORRY FOR MY LACK OF CANDLES BUT MY DAUGHTER IS REALLY POORLY AND IS IN MANCHESTER ROYAL
CHILDREN'S HOSPITAL AND WILL BE THERE FOR SOME TIME SO I'M REALLY SORRY FOR THE LACK OF CANDLES
LOVE MICHELLE XXXX
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♥«´¨`•° BABY BOY °•´¨`»♥
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:¨•.•¨:
`•. Ryan Andrew Frank Taylor
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OUR BABY BOY NEVER GOT A CHANCE IN LIFE
(Printed in the evening telegraph on
27th October 2003)
A GRIEVING mother, who lost her baby while waiting for a Caesarean operation, is demanding an
inquiry into her hospital treatment.
Michelle Howarth was just six months pregnant when her waters broke and she was taken into
hospital.
After moving hospitals three times and being left for three hours waiting for an emergency Caesarean
operation, her baby was stillborn in Burnley General Hospital.
A tearful Michelle, who regularly visits her son Ryan's grave at Burnley Cemetery, said: "I am
absolutely devastated. I sleep with his baby grow next to me at night and I still cannot bring
myself to get rid of the things that we bought for him. This has put me off having children - I will
never have another because of what I have been through."
After waiting in the delivery suite for 10 hours she was told she would have to be moved to Hope
Hospital, Manchester, because there was no room in the special care baby unit.
She was taken by ambulance and was again taken to the delivery suite, but after spending the day
there she was told she would have to be moved to Tameside Hospital because there was an emergency
admittance.
Michelle stayed in Tameside overnight but asked if she could be moved back to Burnley General
Hospital the following day to be near her partner Alan Taylor and her nine-year-old daughter Demi.
A space at Burnley was found for her and, on her fourth day in hospital, she was taken back to the
delivery suite where she had started.
She had been having contractions on and off over the four days, but they became stronger at Burnley,
she was also running a temperature and was put on anti-biotics for an infection, which was
potentially harmful to the baby.
Michelle was told by a doctor that she would be taken for an emergency Caesarean section at 3am. At
this point she had a high temperature and her blood pressure was up, and the baby's heart was
beating at a rapid 180 beats per minute.
She claims that 3am came and went, the Caesarean was not performed and by 6am Ryan had died.
Michelle said: "I was left alone for three hours and in that time my son died. Now I want a full
inquiry about this. I will not rest until I know why I was left for three hours. Even though he was
premature, if they had gone ahead with the Caesarean section at least he would have had a chance of
survival but he was never even given that."
Alan said: "We were told at Hope Hospital that was a good size for a baby of only 26 weeks and if he
had been born then he would probably have been in the special care baby unit for three or four
months but would have had a 90 per cent chance of survival."
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I know i said i would never have any more children but on the 2nd January 2007 I had a little boy
and his name is Charlie Ryan
Charlie will never ever replace my baby boy Ryan I'd like to think Ryan is watching over his Big
Sister Demi-Leigh and his little Brother Charlie Ryan xx
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Tributes For This Weekend
FOR FRIDAY 21ST AUGUST
Grief Is Like A River
My grief is like a river,
I have to let it flow,
But I myself determine
Just where the banks will go.
Some days the current takes me
In waves of guilt and pain,
But there are always quiet pools
Where I can rest again,
I crash on rocks of anger,
My faith seems faint indeed,
But there are other swimmers
Who know that what I need
Are loving hands to hold me
When waters are to swift,
And someone kind to listen
When I just seem to drift.
Grief's river is a process
Of relinquishing the past,
By swimming in Hope's channels,
I'll reach the shore at last.
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FOR SATURDAY
To Those I Love And Those Who Love Me
When I'm gone, release me, let me go;
I have so many things to see and do.
Don't tie yourself to me with tears.
Be happy that we had so many years.
I gave you love.
You can only guess how much that
You gave me in happiness.
I thank you for your love you each have shown.
But it is time I travel alone.
So grieve a while for me, grieve you must;
Then let your grief be comfort by trust.
It's only for a little while we must part.
So bless the memories within your heart.
I won't be far away, for life goes on.
So if you need me, call and I'll come.
Though you can't see or touch me, I'll be near.
If you listen with your heart, you'll hear
All my love around you soft and clear.
And then when you must come this way alone,
I will greet you with a smile and a
"Welcome Home!"
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FOR SUNDAY
Tears
Tears are delightful expressions
Of happiness, sorrow, and love,
Made to release deep emotions,
A special gift sent from above.
When seeing sweet thoughts of a loved one
Midst memories of days of old,
A tear finds a cheek in the moonlight
As thoughts reach deep in the soul.
In moments of anger, frustrations and grief,
When happy thoughts flee like a thief,
Running away with our hopes and our cares,
A tear brings welcome relief.
If unwanted sorrow consumes us
And life seems so hard to bear,
With time a soul is healed,
Restored with the help of a tear.
Sun and beauty bring health to the soul
Through all of the days of our lives,
Deepest feelings of thanks are expressed
Through tears which appear in our eyes.
Be grateful for tears for their presence
Restores our most glorious thoughts
Of laughter, compassion and loving,
The most precious gifts of all.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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Trucks Full Of Love Hugs & Kisses
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*..*..*..* tiny star shining bright, *..*..*..* its time for me to say goodnight, *..*..*..* so close your eyes and snuggle up tight,*..*..*..* Im wishing you sweet dreams tonight *..*..*..*
Love from Ingrid xxxx
Sleep tight angel XXX
I am away for a few days break from monday 17th until friday 21st...so i'll light you candles now and send you all my love...see you saturday morning angel xxxxxxxxxx
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ FOR MONDAY Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
*★ * Take Care our beautiful angel *★ * In Heaven Up Above *★ * And Until we See You *★ * We Send Up All our Love *★ *
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ FOR TUESDAY Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
ჱܓIf every tear we shed for you Became a star up above. You'd stroll in Heaven's Garden Lit with ever Lasting Love. ჱܓ
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ FOR WEDNESDAY Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
♥ Watch Over Us From Heaven ♥ And Help Us Through This Pain ♥ We Will Always Love And Miss You ♥ Until We Meet Again ♥
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ FOR THURSDAY Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
⊱✣⊰ Just like the sweetest rose ♥ your petals fell too soon ♥ but the love you planted in our hearts ♥ will never cease to bloom ⊱✣⊰
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ FOR FRIDAY Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
☀ A beautiful memory dearer than gold of an angel whose worth can never be told. There's a place in our hearts no one can fill we miss you angel and always will ☀
Love Always Elaine xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
16th August
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FOR MONDAY
Treasured thoughts of one so dear,
Often bring a silent tear,
Thoughts of scenes long past,
Years roll on but memories last.
FOR TUESDAY
Wonderful memories woven in gold,
This is a picture I tenderly hold,
Deep in my heart, a memory is kept,
To love, to cherish, never to forget.
FOR WEDNESDAY
If we could have one lifetime wish,
One dream that could come true,
We'd ask with all our hearts,
For yesterday and you.
FOR THURSDAY
My heart still aches in sadness,
My silent tears still flow,
For what it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.
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Memories Today Thoughts Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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FRIDAY 14TH AUGUST
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Tributes for this weekend
FOR FRIDAY
I MISSED YOU
I woke up this morning
.....and I missed you
I got out of bed
.....and I missed you
I got myself washed
.....and I missed you
I got myself dressed
.....and I missed you
I came downstairs
.....and I missed you
I've only been awake a few minutes
And already I've missed you so much.
To those who've never lost a child,
Does that not make you understand?
Does that not make you see?
Just what my life is like now
How everyday is for me.
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FOR SATURDAY
REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES
Remember the good times
Don’t ever feel sad
Remember the pleasure
And love that I had
Remember the laughter
And all that we shared
Remember with pride
For I know that you cared
And blame yourselves not
For what I did not see
My life had everything
You gave much to me
With love in our hearts
The memories will stay
Remember I'm only
A whisper away............
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FOR SUNDAY
♥♥ With Love ♥♥
They say that life is fleeting
I know that this is true
I left this world so quickly
With no goodbye to you.
I know how much you miss me
Your tears fall ever light
The pillow where you lay your head
Is wet with them at night.
I know your heart is hurting
The words we left, unsaid
I love you left unspoken
Are spinning in your head.
The strength that I have carried
That served to make you whole
Remains to make you stronger
Within your grieving soul.
For you see, while you were weeping
On the day I passed away
At the gravesite near the flowers
Where my loved ones knelt to pray.
An angel came to see me
She took me by the hand
She led me to a kingdom
In a very distant land.
As I look down from the heaven
And see you standing there
Your heart so ever burdened
With more weight than it can bear.
I long to bring you comfort
I long to give you peace
I long to hold you closely
Cause all your tears to cease.
The joy I've found in heaven
Goes far beyond compare
The love that's so elusive
Can be found here everywhere.
The light is softly shining
There's no storm clouds here or rain
There's no teardrops found in heaven
There's no suffering, there's no pain.
You needn't be so troubled
Stay close to God and pray
That someday we'll be together
One bright and glorious day.
So my love, you shouldn't question
My dear you need not cry
I've gone to be with Jesus
I really didn't die.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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FOR MONDAY
Your presence I miss,
Your memory I treasure,
Loving you always,
Forgetting you never.
FOR TUESDAY
I sit and wonder every day,
Why the Lord chose to call you away,
I think He saw you needed rest,
He only takes the very best.
FOR WEDNESDAY
Everyday in some small way,
Memories of you come our way,
Though absent, you are always near,
Still missed, loved, always dear.
FOR THURSDAY
Resting where no shadows fall,
In peaceful sleep he awaits us all;
God will link the broken chain,
When one by one we meet again.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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Tributes For This Weekend
FOR FRIDAY 7th August
~Pennies Come From Heaven~
Found a penny today
Laying on the ground
But its not just a penny
This little coin I found
Pennies come from heaven
That's what my Mum told me
She said angels toss them down
Oh, how I loved this story
She said when an Angel misses you
They toss a penny down
Sometimes just to cheer you up
To make a smile out of a frown
So, don't pass by that penny
When you're feeling blue
It may be a penny from Heaven
That your loved ones have tossed to you
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FOR SATURDAY
~God's Garden~
God looked around his garden
And He found an empty place.
He then looked down upon this earth,
And saw your tired face.
He put his arms around you
And lifted you to rest.
God's garden must be beautiful
He always takes the best.
He knew that you were suffering
He knew you were in pain
He knew that you would never
Get well on earth again
He saw that the road was getting rough,
And the hills are hard to climb.
So He closed your weary eyelids,
And whispered "Peace be thine."
It broke our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone
For part of us went with you
The day God called you home.
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FOR SUNDAY
~When Tomorrow Starts Without Me~
When tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for;
So much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realised
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right there, in your heart.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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FOR MONDAY
Loving you is easy,
We do it every day,
Missing you is a heartache,
That never goes away.
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FOR TUESDAY
Memory is a lovely lane,
Where hearts are ever true,
A lane I so often travel down,
Because it leads to you.
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FOR WEDNESDAY
I sit and wonder every day,
Why the Lord chose to call you away,
I think He saw you needed rest,
He only takes the very best.
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FOR THURSDAY
Loving memories of one so dear,
Treasured still with a love sincere,
In our hearts she is living yet,
We loved her too dearly to forget.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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FEELINGS OF ME
No one knows how it feels to be me
Like a river my tears flow fast and free
As people walk by me I wonder what they see
Certainly not a person whose happy or carefree
At night I close my eyes & to god I make a plea
To give me strength to let the anger go away in every degree,
So that I don't have to live the rest of my life in a fantasy,
Where I dream that I live everyday in perfect harmony.
© Jody Mark
WITH LOVE :)
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SWEETHEART.........
JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I WILL BE AWAY FOR 7 DAYS AS FROM TOMOROW.SO IM SENDING YOU ALL MY LOVE & LOTS LOTS MORE TO LAST YOU TILL I GET BACK :) X
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SATURDAY....BIG KISS
SUNDAY......BIG KISS
MONDAY......BIG KISS
TUESDAY.....BIG KISS
WEDNESDAY...BIG KISS
THURSDAY....BIG KISS
FRIDAY......BIG KISS
SATURDAY....BIG KISS
and just incase heheheheheh for sunday,,,BIG KISS
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SWEETDREAMS ALWAYS..I WILL MISS ALL MY ANGELS LOVE MARIA XXXXXXXXXXXXX






























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